Sunday, February 09, 2014

Love Eclipses Truth...

(1st Draft Of The Other Side Of An Internal War)


(The Opponent: Inexplicable LOVE)

How can I be here for you
Knowing you must traverse this all alone?
I pray my love will comfort you
I'll prop you up when all your strength is gone

I'll be your silent cheering squad
I'll hold you from a distance, from afar
And no matter what you choose
I'll lay down my will with all my heart

My love has no agenda here
There is no selfish purpose to pursue
And regardless of the outcome
I want only your best; I believe in you.

So take your space and take your time
I want you whole, I want to see you healed
And if you wonder if someone will hold you down
I love you and I will.



My Synonyms For Love:  Faith, Hope, Vision, Trust, Knowing/ The Known, Selflessness, Humility, Steadfastness


Saturday, February 08, 2014

Overlapping...The Truth

(1st Draft Of One Side Of An Internal War)


(Legitimate FEAR: It's Opponent To Follow)

I don't want to be 
Your pain's great escape
A rebound: Or reboot
Your fearful enclave

You can't fall for me
Yet still grieve for her(s)
I'll clear out the path 
I know my own worth

I'm in love with you
It's palpable; real
Maybe you're in love with 
How I make you feel

Inevitably
I'll just end up hurt
I've no time to lose
I can't be deterred

My time is too precious
And you need to heal
My heart is no fodder
For jeopardy's wheel.

I must walk away
From this beautiful dream
With eyes opened wide
To inconsistency

Transference of feelings
I'm no substitute
If it's real, God reveal...
Until then, Love, 

Adieu.


My Synonyms For Fear:  Common Sense, Reality, Grounded-ness, Statistics, Self Preservation, Time Management, Self Control, General Control