For My One... (Only One)

My One

As the moon recognizes the passing hand of the sun
I saw you pass and recognized you as
The one, MY one
Meaning more than half the day spent
Memorizing the nape of your neck
Tonguing down trails
And back up to vocal chords that murmur:
"Don't stop, Don't stop"
We fit
You are my one
My perfect one
My single most wanted
Hips, ass and toes,
Lips, ears and nose
To be exposed
On top of this face of
Smiling grace
That dislikes the taste of tens
And only has appetite for the likes
Of my one
You're my one,
My one
Please be my only one

- Saul Williams -

I'D GIVE UP ICE CREAM FOR YOU...🍦🍨

❞Cᴏᴠᴇɴᴀɴᴛ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ ʙᴇɢɪɴs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ “ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴏᴜs sᴏᴜʟ” ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ. 

Tʜᴇ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴏᴜs sᴏᴜʟ ɢɪᴠᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ᴠᴀʟᴜᴀʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴜɪᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴀʟsᴏ ᴀsᴋs ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪs ʜᴏɴᴏʀᴀʙʟᴇ.

A “ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴏᴜs sᴏᴜʟ” ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇs ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀғғɪʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ, ᴇɴᴄᴏᴜʀᴀɢᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴏғ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛɴᴇss. Iᴛ ᴏ̨ᴜɪᴄᴋʟʏ ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏᴛᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴇʟғ.

Aʟʟ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘs ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ “ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴏᴜs sᴏᴜʟ” ᴀᴛᴛɪᴛᴜᴅᴇ ɪs ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴛ.❞ — Jᴀsᴏɴ Oᴡᴇɴs

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❞𝐼'𝑑 𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑀𝑦 𝐻𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑇𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐵𝑙𝑢𝑒𝑠...❞

#Winning

After Several Years Of Disappointments, Setbacks, Heartbreaks And Horrors (This Past 12 Months Having Been The Most Difficult Test Of All)--I Am Finally Firmly On The Path To Having And Being Everything God Predestined For Me And My Life With Certainty... I'm On My Way To The Fulfillment Of Prophecies Spoken Over My Life All Of My Life (Even Before My Literal Backwards Exodus From My Mother's Swollen Womb); To The Realizing Of Dreams, The Blowing Of Minds, The Silencing Of Haters, And, The Sighting Of The Sweetest Revenge By So Many Who Inflicted Upon Me Intentional Hurt And Harm: Success.

And, While This Is Amazingly Validating, Exciting, Gratifying, Fulfilling And Affirming--Today, What Is Pressing Closest To The Surface Of My Soul Is How Much I Wish My Sister...My Father, My Grandmom, My Aunt, My First Cousins...Were Still Here-On Earth-To See Me "Make It"... And, For Some Of These To Maybe, Finally, Even, Truly SEE Me...For My Impending Success To Make Me Visible; Comprehended, In A Way My Love, Loyalty, Longing And Hoop Jumping Efforts For Family-For Connection, And My Mere Existence, Never Seemed To.

I Miss My Sister... I. Miss. My. Sister. Grief Is Such A Funny, Unpredictable Thing. Life Is A Sphere Of Dichotomies. Never All One Thing Or The Other. Always A Blurred Mix Of Ironies And Opposites All At Once... Even Within Us. Even When We Win.

#Winning... But...

#Munchie