She Always Speaks MY Mind...
02/15/07 04:41 PM
More of my babble...
"You do yourself and the other person no favors by remaining with someone when you hold on to a part of a person that works for you when the part that doesn't... tortures you."
I have a lot of thoughts running around my head like a futuristic highway. I need a valium or a jack and ginger.
(I needed to have read this about six months ago - it would have saved me a lot of pain..hell, it would have saved me from my retarded self! lol
02/15/07 04:11 PM
Is Forever possible?
Forever IS a mighty long time.
If we are forever changing and growing as individuals, why are we expected to remain the same? Or get the infamous: you've changed accusation? I realize some things at one's core should not be expected to change such as morals, principles, etc but even those things can be fluid or not deemed as important as once before.
What happens when one person does all of the changing and the other remain stagnant?
Does forever change because you counted on things to remain the same? Seems to be set up for failure/torture from the start.
I'm still feeling this blog out so to be continued...
(My Response: This blog struck the hell out of me because I realized I have shared these same thoughts on several occassions - but had never given voice to them. Thanks for being my voice...(like on so many other occassions in pages past - lol ;).
Then I remembered the lyrics to a song that I knew well as a child that always somehow made me feel sad (though I didn't understand it at the time). And now, these words make a whole lot more sense to me...(and still sometimes make me sad...):
HOW DO YOU KEEP THE MUSIC PLAYING?
How do you keep the music playing?
How do you make it last?
How do you keep the song from fading too fast?
How do you lose yourself to someone;
And never lose your way?
How do you not run out of new things to say?
And since we know we're always changing,
How can it be the same?
And tell me how year after year
You're sure your heart will fall apart
Each time you hear his name.
I know the way I feel for you
It's now or never
The more I love the more that I'm afraid
That in your eyes I may not see forever..
If we can be the best of lovers
Yet be the best of friends
If we can try with everyday to make it better
As it grows
With any luck, then I suppose
The music never ends...